A well of gravity In my head Eyes pulled in Vision dead A current rushes Down my bones Shock creeps through Each muscle tones I want to scream But have no voice Limbs move Without a choice The storm rages Try to breathe Fighting the current I’m underneath The well recedes My body aches I breathe in deep The movement breaks I lie still Stare at the wall Gain my bearings Feel it all The moment passed The seizure ceases I catch my breath, Pick up the pieces

Winter lived inside my heart I held inside not to depart The sun failed to shine inside For my pain, I tried to hide His smile thawed me to my core I felt the spring unlike before The wounds still fresh inside me Beg me let go to be free Still I wait with hope renewed Wishing my heart would be more shrewd For him to say those three words And lift my heart to the birds Love is not lost, nor am I Reborn again, even if a lie