Winter lived inside my heart I held inside not to depart The sun failed to shine inside For my pain, I tried to hide His smile thawed me to my core I felt the spring unlike before The wounds still fresh inside me Beg me let go to be free Still I wait with hope renewed Wishing my heart would be more shrewd For him to say those three words And lift my heart to the birds Love is not lost, nor am I Reborn again, even if a lie